"Damn it Will! It had nothing to do with not-you!" She's yelling into the phone again, angry tears streaming and she's never wanted to be so far from him. "I did not leave you for Les. I wouldn't have done that. I left because I needed to be my own person and figure out my damned life and I couldn't do that knowing your arms would forever be there as a safety net. My life has been so fucked up I couldn't swear to forever. And I couldn't deny it from you any more.
So hate me. Blame me. I'm selfish and I tore apart your heart. But you chose to give it away. To deny it to everyone else in your beautiful wonderful life. And don't you dare say you can still love without it. We all know better than that."
Somewhere the anger has mixed with numb and her hands shake against the phone. She repeats the words again, and this time she means them, even if the rest of her begins to shake too.
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Date: 2015-02-19 06:16 am (UTC)So hate me. Blame me. I'm selfish and I tore apart your heart. But you chose to give it away. To deny it to everyone else in your beautiful wonderful life. And don't you dare say you can still love without it. We all know better than that."
Somewhere the anger has mixed with numb and her hands shake against the phone. She repeats the words again, and this time she means them, even if the rest of her begins to shake too.
"Goodbye Will."